Sunshiney88-2

‍Life is full of decisions. Every day you make millions of decisions. Every time you breathe your body makes the decision to keep you alive. But occasionally ‍‍‍‍‍there’s ‍‍‍‍‍ a decision that you do not make. ‍‍‍‍‍It’s ‍‍‍‍‍ a decision that is made for you. Sometimes a decision is made that you have no power over. Your control is taken. ‍‍‍‍‍It’s ‍‍‍‍‍ not my decision to write this essay. I have to write this or I will get a zero‍‍‍‍ about ‍‍‍‍of one hundred points. I will use the rotary test to explain to you why this is not truthful, unfair, does not benefit me, and will not allow me to make good relationships. The four way test essay is not going to be truthful. Because this is being forced most likely fifty percent of my class will write a story ‍‍exaggerated or made up to win the contest. ‍‍ Therefore it would make this test inadequate. I consider that making the decision to write about this test would make this essay unfair. In order to pass this class I must write this. It is unfair that I have to do it rather than doing an alternative assignment. It is not an easy essay to complete. This would have been as easier assignment if I could ‍‍‍understand what the rubric was saying ‍‍‍. But instead I am now having writers block and am forced to keep writing, which also proves that writing this essay is unfair and the four way test is faulty. I believe that writing this essay will not benefit me. I think that the only way this is benefiting me is if I would win. But because I do not fully understand exactly what I am to be writing about I cannot complete the task that is asked of me. I understand that it will benefit others around me but I am not interested in traveling or becoming part of rotary because of my fear of flying. Someday I wish to travel but this test will not benefit me in anyway. This is simply just what I believe. I also believe that this essay will not allow me to make good relationships. Most of my classmates think I am a fool for writing this essay. Therefore they have learned to see me in a different way and now think of me oddly. I have written this essay many times over and over thinking of ideas to write about drawing a blank every time. I have asked my family member for advice getting frustrated and often ending in a fight. This test or as you call it the essay has caused frustration and the good relationships I have to become strained. I hope that in writing this essay you understand why I have chosen this topic in which to write my essay. The four way test has proven to me that this essay is not truthful, unfair, does not benefit me, and will not allow me to make good relationships. ‍